sovereign under grace, not governance.

 While others lived in celebration for themselves and the material worlds they created, I was longing for more.  Beyond the false narratives and the myth of perfection (Proverbs 16:9), I rediscovered the ingenuity and omnipotence of self-love.  For years I practiced deep looking, dancing in the spirit of the sun, with the strength of the water- seeking the answers that would liberate my soul. I found solace in the rising sun that I would greet every morning, anticipating the answers to my questions and prayers.  Alone, I gained wisdom from the sound of the ocean reminding me of ways of my ancestors (Psalms 22:4-5), who lived in harmony with the land, the sky and the cosmos.  In solitude I returned home to the truth of who I am, sovereign, majestic in authority over my existence.  I called back my power from all corners of the Earth in completeness, as a creator living out my birthright.  I learned to embrace the darkness and the chaos of inner wars in the name of goodness (Deuteronomy 8:2).  I was reborn, pure, for purity is not a personality nor a characteristic, but a way of life for those who walk in the highest truth with God.  Being alive is my power and existing without strife is the gift of feminine essence.  In unlearning the distorted conditioning of the World, I liberated my soul from its suffering and illusion.  Lifting the veil was a calling to remember that I was born under God’s grace (Psalms 103:19), not the dictatorship or governance of any entity (John 19:11).  A sovereign being in a holy body (1 Timothy 6:15-16), free from literary indoctrination- with the will to oppose any directives contradicting my natural given birthright (1 Samuel 2:10).  Returning to God (Revelations 4:2) meant turning away from any false power and accepting only one undeniable truth- love is the only way.  I share these thoughts with gratitude, for honoring the call of my own soul while surviving the oblivion of the wilderness.

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